Mengertikn cinta

[chorus]
mengertikan cinta, punyai sejuta makna,
tiada perkataan yang boleh menerangkannya,
sendiri harus cuba mengertikannya..
kerna di hati itu dimana datangnya cinta..

[verse 1]
Pertemuan pertama,tak percaya,
keindahan yang dirasa, kelu tak berbahasa,
sambil menghayati sambil melayan jiwa,
cinta berterbangan di ruangan udara,
di alam cinta, itu dimana ku berada,
seorang bidadari untuk ku bersama,
sinaran matanya seperti bulan purnama,
senyumannya, kemanisan buah tropika,
wajahnya, ayunya berkombunasi mesra,
hidupku bagaikan disinari cahaya,
memenuhi segala kekosongan dengan kebahagiaan,
menggantikan kesepian dan kegelapan,
yang sebelumnya penuh dengan kesedihan,
ku mencari-cari pintu keluar dari kehidupan...
yang merasakan diriku kesesatan,
tiada jalan yang membawa ku ke kebahagiaan,
seperti yang ku harapkan..
namun menjumpai si dia mengubah segalanya,
ku bagai diberi harapan sepenuhnya,
hari demi hari rapatnya kami berdua,
hubungan kami bagai bunga mula berbunga,
kawan mengatakan kami secocok bersama,
bak kata pepatah bagai pinang dibelah dua,
kemunculan bahagia mula terserlah,
yang kian lama bersembunyi, disebalik hati,
bagaikan mimpi yang terjadi di realiti,
ku bersama seorang yang ku sukai, sayangi, dan cintai,
ku sangkakan perasaan dan emosi,
yang cuba menguasai diri ini,
namun ku sedar lebihya dari itu,
memang benar munculnya didalam diriku,
hanya si dia di hatiku, yang satu bagiku,
dialah kekasihkku..

[chorus]

[Bridge]
mengapa cinta harus begini,
aku tak mengerti,
adakah ini sebenarnya cinta,
Sukar difahami,
dari apa yang dijangka,
amat menyakiti,
mengapa , disaat terakhir ada hati yang terluka,
perpisahan kata-kata terakhirnya,

[Verse 2]
kekeliruan melanda, tak menyangka,
bertemakan tanda tanya,
persoalan bermain di minda,soalannya mengapa,
hancur segala harapan yang dibina,
setinggi sebuah menara,
hampir mencecah awan di dunia,
namun diruntuh, bagai diserang musuh,
dengan pelbagai jenis senjata api,
serangan bertubi-tubi, tak henti, melukakan hati,
kesedihan membanjiri, kekecewaan menakluki,
perasaan dan emosi mengawal diri,
air mata bagai hujan jatuh dari langit, melimpah bumi,
musnah segala keyakinan yang dimiliki,
kepercayaan diculik oleh emosi,
merasuk untuk melemahkannya,
sangkakan ku bermain dengan kata-kata,
walaupun ia penuh dengan makna, ...
tindak balas kasih sayang bagaikan tiada,
bagaikan hanya sia-sia,...
kepedihan merasa kerna terpaksa melepaskan semua,
jantung berhenti bergetar, bagai tidak bernyawa,
adakah ini cinta?, apakah makna sebenarnya?,
tak mengerti, tak memahami segalanya,
ku hanya ingin menyintainya, seikhlas hatiku,
apakan daya, sukar baginya untuk mempercayai diriku,
ku menyerahkan segala kepada maha Esa,
untuk menentukan jodoh antara kami berdua,
ku kan terima segala, cintaku tak akan pudar,
ku kan sentiasa menyayanginya, mencintainya,
kerna di hatiku, hanya si dia selamanya~..

[chorus] 2x

                            

'When I asked what love is'

created by Zed & Apit!.

'When I asked what love is, they don't really know how to answer'.
'All they know is the feeling towards the boy and the girl'.
'But they never really understand the main message in a relationship'.
'They only knows what's have to keep,
not the test they'll going' through n what's have to be seek'
‘Relationship is just like a ship that follows the waves’.
‘If they try to fight, they will only get hurt’.
‘Relationship that we choose shall never be dull’.
‘But the relationship that we pick is the ship that will hit us’.
‘Love, relationship all are only words’.
‘Only we shall solve the maze of world’.
‘It’s up to us to lead our ways to honored’.
‘For the days are longer and the nights are still young’.
‘Why should they seek what is upon’.
‘For only fake love is what we know’.                                                                      
‘and why should we recovered it’.
'But sometimes, when too much fun is what they had,
forgets them the responsibilities of the pride',
'Sometimes, what they feel leads them to the unsafe position’.
‘Loses everything they had that once was innocent'.
'Loves don't always come in a good ways..
bad will take over when the tests never be solved’
‘The unsafe thoughts are only goods’.
‘What they lose can't replace what they got’.
‘For the word you spoke love don’t always come in a good way’.
‘Sets you in a young way, even god give us the feeling of love’.
‘It is how you and yours use it’.
‘For thou bad will take over when the tests never are solved
but what remains then shall solve the unspoken’.
'If they think and use their mind,
and pray for the god for any sign’.
‘Hopefully chances could have changed their life,
and make it from the bad to the right’.
‘Find the true meaning of love,
not just feeling towards each other’.
‘Also about the trust and loyalty that they also must see...
‘Days till long but time is short,
candle burning faster than life to solve all the sorts....
‘The pray and hope for sign may change their life,
but what had be done changes all the words,
bad teaches them what’s right,
the true meaning of love shall be appeared,
when bad turns to right,
loyalty and trust shall forbidden in their soul,
while bad or good is used,
and finally  the time of solving is only ones a mistakes…..

tidak sungguhku mengerti..

tidak sungguhku mengerti,
mengapa aku masih berada dalam khayalan mimpi?,
tidakkah ku sedar bahawa itu hanya akan melukakan hati?,
hati yang telah dilukai sebelum ini,
kini bertambah lagi kelukaan di hati,
tidakku pasti samada dapat diubati atau sudah tidak lagi,
kerna menahan kepedihan di hati amat menyakiti,
bagaikan ditikam berkali-kali tidak berhenti,

kenapakah aku tidak berfikir sebelum melakukan sesuatu?
kini telah timpa malang pada diriku,
aku berharap agar dapat mengubah masa & waktu,
supaya aku dapat ubah kan diriku yang dahulu,
agar tidak mudah terpedaya dengan cinta itu,
kerna akan memusnahkan hidupku,
tetapi apakan daya, apa telah berlaku, berlaku,
takkan sama lagi seperti dahulu waktu,

Aku bertanya pada diriku sendiri,
apa perlu ku lakukan sekarang ini,
dua pilihan untuk ku memilihi,
terus hidup ataupun membunuh diri,
tetapi aku tetap tabah dan berdoa kepada ilahi,
agar memberi ketenangan di hati,
kerna tiada ertinya jika telah mati!,
tetapi kesabaran perlu manusia miliki,
dan aku harus tabah menerima takdir,
dugaan dan cabaran hanya memainkan hidupku ini,
ku bersyukur kerna dapat melepaskan diri,
dari dunia yang tiada erti,
erti cinta yang bermain di dalam hati....

huhu ape aku merepek nih?! nvm..ignore it if u dnt understand..huhuhu..[mule balik feeling aku!!..lailahaillah..berikan ketenangan pada hatiku ni!]..

Kelukaan Cinta..

Mengapakah harus ku bercinta?
Pabila hatiku masih akan terluka..
Mengapakah harus ku bercinta?
Pabila cinta ku takkan pernah sempurna...

Aku tak mengerti..
Mengapa harus sebegini?
Adakah ini takdir yang telah diberi..
Akan kah ku hidup keseorangan diri?
Tiada mahligai yang harus dibina lagi..
Perasaan cinta tiada lagi di hati ini..

Hidup ku tidak lagi seperti dahulu..
Yang pernah bahagia apabila bersamamu..
Kini kau tiada lagi dalam hidup ku..
Alam cinta ku telah menjadi sayu...

Hari demi hari berlalu dengan sendiri..
Kebahagian telah bersemadi dan takkan kembali..
Kesunyian muncul kini di hidup ku ini..

Tiada lagi yang ku harapkan..
Tiada lagi yang ku impikan..
Biarkan ku sendiri menerima kenyataan..
Tiada apa-apa yang dapat ku lakukan..
Ini semua telah ditentukan..
Inilah takdir yang telah diberikan oleh Tuhan...

 

Would you believe me If I say..?

Would you believe me..
If I say you will look beautiful in anyway?...

Would you believe me..
If I say your face is like a golden sand in the desert?...

Would you believe me..
If I say your eyes are pretty and always bright like a moon?...

Would you believe me..
If I say your smiles are sweet like a tropical fruit?...

Would you believe me..
If I say your lips are like a red roses?...

Would you believe me..
If I say I will miss you eventhough not talking to you for 1 second?...

Would you believe me..
If I say your voice is like a singing bird every morning?...

Would you believe me..
If I say I want to be with you..forever?...

But would you believe me..
If I say this word to you?..

I Love You..and I always do..???..

What is it with Love?

What is it with love?..
Hate and love played in your heart..
It's very difficult to express it all out..

Never keep it deep inside you..
Just spill it out everything that you feel..
That love is what you feel..
When your love hurt, your heart will suffer..

What is it with love?..
That made your differences..
Be as one..

Even if your world are torn apart...
We will be together..
And let it not separate us..

Bayangkan...

Bayangkan kau tiada lagi...
Di dalam hidup ku ini...
Tiada lagi gelak dan ketawa..
Dari mu bila kau gembira..

Bayangkan tiada lagi,
senyuman manis mu..
Yang sedang senyum kepada ku..

Bayangkan tiada lagi,
pandangan di mata..
Dari kita berdua..

Bayangkan tiada lagi,
wajahmu yg jelita itu..
Untuk ku memandangnya selalu..
Bila kau berada dihadapan ku..

Bayangkan tiada lagi,
mata mu yang seperti bulan di angkasa...
Yang selalu bercahaya..

Bayangkan tiada lagi,
Bibir mu yang seperti sekuntum bunga..
Yang baru sahaja berbunga..
Ia sunggu merah seperti mawah merah..

Oooooh,
Tidak ku tahan lagi..
Untuk memikirkan semua ini..
Menyedihkn hati ku..
Bila mengingati semua ini..
Yang dimiliki oleh mu..

Oh kasih,
Ku ingin mengucapkan selamat tinggal..
Moga kita berjumpa lagi..
Pada suatu hari nnti..

Aku cuma ingin memberitahu..yang
Kau.. kau di dalam hatiku
Kau dalam ingatan
Kau sebagai kasihku
Kekal sepanjang zaman

Aku.. Cinta.. Pada.. Mu...

I Miss You [continue]

continued....

I want to be with you..
I really want to..
but I dont know where you are..
but I know how to find you..
all I have to do is ask my heart..
and it will take me to you..
thats all I have to do..
its juz a simple thing..
I dont need to keep on waitin..
for you to come to me..
but you live too far..
Its like a distance between earth and star..
It would take me a millions years..
or maybe forever...
but I'll promise you..
I'll be there next to you..
and this time I want to hold your hand..
coz I dont want to lose you again..
like before, we only be together for a short time..
and I aint get chance to...
say that I love you..
I feel like I want to cry..
but the tear had come out from my eye..
I quickly and wipe it..
I dont want evyone to see me cryin'..
I try to calm myself down..
so I sing a song..
and its call 'you're the one'..
but lets forget bout the past..
its makin me sad..
lets think bout the future..
hope we'll still be together...
coz I love you forever..
and 1 last thing I wanted to say..
is that...thank god I found you..

I
LOVE
YOU!!..
and I miss you~
always dream of you~~

I Miss You...

Oneday I sit next to the window..
starring outside..
watching the cloud goes by..
I look at it..suddenly it turn into a shape..
but I dont know what it is...
so I look closely..
and it was your face..
I keep starring at it..
coz it's remind me of you...
and I cant stop thinkin of you...
Inside my head.. thinking...
'where could you be?'
..I really misses you..
so please..be with me..
Im all alone..
sittin on my own..
I dont know what to do..
so I draw a picture of you..
standing beside me..
and we were smiling'...
then a tears come out from my eye..
but I dont know why..
I wipe the tears...
and wishing you could be here..
but no matter where you are..
you always be in my heart..
and no matter what you do..
I'll always think of you..
I...................................


To be continued....

Guilty...[since sept 2004]

Girl, why are you feeling so upset?
Was it because the feeling that you won’t forget?
I know it’s bothering you
But is there anything that I can do?

I want to hold you and make that feeling all gone
But all you said was ‘leave me alone!!’
I do my best to make you happy
But it seems that you just ignoring me

I know that I was wrong
But to me, you are the one
I just want to say I’m sorry
Would you please forgive me?

Please don’t do this to me
I already said I’m sorry
What more you want me to do?
You want me to forget about you?

Oh please, anything except that
Because without you my world will turn flat
Please give me a chance to prove it to you
I will do the best as I can do

This poem is specially dedicated for you
Because I'm still loving you
You were meant so much to me
I’ll be happy as long as I can be
And I want us to be together
Forever and ever...

p/s my first poem I wrote for my girl..."ex-girl" shuld i say now..